A New Book.

Last week left til finals. I'm just a little nervous... I could potentially be starting everything I've been working for so long this summer!! It's a surreal feeling. And I feel so unprepared. Do you ever feel prepared though? And if you wait til your fully prepared, you'd probably end up being 89 years old. I can't afford to wait that long. I'd like to start this summer. I don't want to blow it now. I want to finally be able to do something useful, meaningful, and challenging and have a life on top of it.

TGIF.

I had an amazing spring break!! You know why?? Because I actually took a break! (For those that know me... surprise, surprise.)

I slept in.

I actually went out with friends.

I watched TV without staring at the clock.

I went running.

I went to other places besides school.

I only did school work one day out of the week. I was planning on studying throughout the week, but that didn't happen. Rodeos and movies happened instead. It was what I needed.

Unfortunately, Sunday was the first sign of a cold I caught which moved into my chest and made my throat swell so I've lost my voice (even as I write this I can barely talk). Coming back from a nice break has made it a lot harder to pick up my study habits again. And being sick doesn't help either. It has made it hard to focus, especially when you're trying not to cough up one of your lungs (Sorry, TMI perhaps??! lol).

Having a break so late in the semester is not a good idea either. I only have 2 more weeks til finals now! Weirdly enough I don't feel stressed about it. I'm at a point where a B or C will be just fine. I'm ready to move on.

Wish me luck the next two weeks anyways! Hopefully I'll be better by Monday.

Leann Rimes.

Fremont Street throws free concerts a lot and we were right up front near the stage! I was invited by some great friends and it was a lot of fun.

(I'm really trying to make more of an effort to get out more. This was a good start!).

Faith.

Ok, so I've been such a brat, jerk, and a negative person since my micro test. And I will now beat myself up over the fact that I didn't show a little more faith.

I ended up getting an 85%!!

Lyrics of My Heart.

I've learned that holding everything in doesn't protect you; it causes your heart to explode.

I've learned good friends really are hard to find, but are worth keeping forever.

I've learned that I'd rather be vulnerable to that one good friend than lose that person forever because I was afraid of change.

I've learned that people are more understanding then we give them credit for.

I've learned that God sends you gifts everyday and one of them is your friends.

I've learned that there is enough hours in a day for everything and you need to have balance. Otherwise, what's the point of living in the moment?

At Least Read the Bold

So yea, today wasn't that great. I studied my butt off for my micro test and I felt like I knew it like the back of my hand or maybe that was the problem... long story short, it feels like my teacher doesn't like to really test my knowledge, but rather he likes to test my patience.

For all I know, it didn't turn out as bad as I'm imagining it and I somehow did get through the test better than I thought. So I still have to prepare like I'm going into school this summer even if there's a small chance it may be pushed back. I will learn to accept whatever path is being laid out before me even if one of them ends up in tears. I know it'll be for the best.

I need to get a PDA/smartphone/blackberry device of somesort and it needs to have the web/wifi. This is for school because I have to get a nursing program for it (if you're really curious what it is, you can find it on unboundmedicine.com; I'm not sure of the exact program yet). I have T-mobile now.. they're ok. I don't always get reception in certain parts of school. I'm a little worried. Do you need good reception for the web too? Or are these separate things? I'm lost.

Anyone have any good suggestions for devices and/or carriers??

No worries about the prices. I'll figure that out later. I plan on being pretty poor the next year anyways lol.

Thank you! :)

Just a Thought.

Have you ever been sad and you know you brought it on yourself and you can fix it by making more of an effort, but you still wish they would actually make the effort first or at least not give up on you even though you probably shouldn't expect them to try anymore??

Yea.