Siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh of Relief

I'm already 3 weeks into the semester! It's gone by so fast already. I can't keep up and I barely can keep up with friends so please forgive me if I forget to respond or write back. Just keep bugging me.

I had a really good day today.

I don't want to forget today.

I got some prayers answered and a feeling of peace.

Nothing is impossible.

And then there were three...

With much heartache and joy, I passed my first semester of nursing school!! Yay! I learned so much about myself these last 15 weeks. It's a great relief to know I was never alone even when I thought I was. I needed this experience. I am truly blessed!

From what I've been told, next semester is the toughest out of all 4. If I can survive it, I can survive the rest. Thank you all for your prayers, love, and support! Hope everyone is doing well!

The Final 4.

My finals start tomorrow...........
Kind of nervous. But tired. And kind of wish I would have done things differently and better at the beginning. Just hoping I didn't screw up too much that I can't finish this out because I PROMISE I'll do so much better next semester!

Many prayers and positive thoughts would be appreciated please! I'll be done Thursday and I'll have WHOLE entire week off until I start up again. Lovely.

Hope everyone is doing well!

Black.

I'm back in the black!!! I passed that awful test for that awful class that I was struggling with. Phew. Just need to make it through the final and I'll be ok. But if not, I can still look at it in a positive light if I need to retake the stupid class (Ok, not 100% positive ha ha).

In nursing school if you fail a class you can retake it next semester, but it's usually by itself; they don't let you take your next level of classes unless it's a lecture class, it all varies. So if I retake this one, I can possibly take a second level class with it, therefore I'll only have those 2 classes to deal with in the fall. Then, when I head off to second level officially I'll have one less class and a little less stress. That is the positive side of failing! Doesn't really bother me actually. Kind of excited just to be at this point at all!

I'm supposed to be finishing my care plan right now for my last day of clinical which is tomorrow!!! Yay!! Kind of bittersweet. Bye!

Spluuuuurrggeeee!!!

He he. I had saved some extra money and was planning on doing some type of shopping spree with it next weekend, but I decided to start early and get me an I-touch. I ordered it last night. I'll give it a test run and see how I like it. I plan to put some nursing applications on it so I thought it would be useful and practical in the long run and that it would make me feel less guilty about splurging lol.

I also plan to get my hair finally done next weekend! Much needed.

So the splurge continutes :)

Faith Precedes the Miracle.

That phrase has never made as much sense to me as it does now. After last week's post, I got a HUGE awakening and I needed to do some things and change some things. And as hard as it was, it was the best thing that ever happened to me, especially in such a short amount of time. It was what was necessary to bring me back.

All I know is that I feel peace and comfort during this very stressful, chaotic, scary, and emotional time. Nursing school sure has a way to make you feel smart one day and then the very next minute make you feel very... not so smart! lol.

I just know that if I pass or fail this semester I'll be ok. I've never felt so calm about something so important in my life. And I don't what it means yet or which direction it'll be going, but I'm very grateful for this time in my life.

Thank you for all your prayers, love, and support!

Deep Breath...

New situation in life has begun... Don't know how to handle it. Just hoping I didn't mess things up. Hoping I can get back up. Hoping that I'm not being punished. Waiting to see what happens is really hard.

But what is life without a little set back...